2 posts tagged “evanescence”

What's your musical horoscope?  (Put your player on shuffle and write down the first 10 songs that come up.)
Inspired by Stephanie.  

1) Face Down - Red Jumpsuit Apparatus

 

 

2) Who I Am Hates Who I've Been - Relient K

 

3) Best of You - Foo Fighters

 

4) B.Y.O.B - System of Down

 

5) When Your Heart Stops Beating - +44

 

6) Move Along - All-American Rejects

 

7) Cold - Crossfade

 

 

8) Lithium - Evanescence

 

 

9) Invisible - Ashley Simpson

 

 

10) Flawed Design - Stabilo

 

Lithium, don't want to lock me up inside.
Lithium, don't want to forget how it feels without...
Lithium, I want to stay in love with my sorrow.
Oh, but God, I want to let it go.

Come to bed, don't make me sleep alone.
Couldn't hide the emptiness, you let it show.
Never wanted it to be so cold.
Just didn't drink enough to say you love me.

I can't hold on to me,
Wonder what's wrong with me.

Lithium, don't want to lock me up inside.
Lithium, don't want to forget how it feels without...
Lithium, I want to stay in love with my sorrow.

Don't want to let it lay me down this time.
Drown my will to fly.
Here in the darkness I know myself.
Can't break free until I let it go.
Let me go.

Darling, I forgive you after all.
Anything is better than to be alone.
And in the end I guess I had to fall.
Always find my place among the ashes.

I can't hold on to me,
Wonder what's wrong with me.

Lithium, don't want to lock me up inside.
Lithium, don't want to forget how it feels without...
Lithium, ...stay in love with my sorrow.
I'm gonna let it go.

 

Sometimes you find a song, one that just speaks to you in ways no other does. That is this song. I can't even begin to describe why that is, or what it comes from. I guess in some way I really relate to it - to the darkness it speaks of. I wouldn't go as far as saying that I suffer from depression or anything, but I always feel a darkness inside. It doesn't make me sad or angry, its just there. It's like a Jekyll and Hyde type thing, only that side of me doesn't really come out all that often. I better stop before everyone thinks I am crazy.